Yo!

So, I seriously do not know what I was thinking back then about not ever having a good day again. I sounded like a jackass. Anyway, it's been awhile since I last posted. In the mean time, I have stopped being the group's therapist because one, I just decided I don't give a shit at least over the petty things people I know do or b'aw over, and two, why the hell should I when I don't get the love returned to me? So, yes. And I cut off ties with a lot of people, but it's weird. With the exception of having those people around, I have been happier than I have been as of late. I think it's because I'm not surrounded by so much negativity anymore.

I miss my best friend, who is now in the army and stationed in California for AIT so far. Yeah.

I'm in school and I've been working. I'm kinda stressing out over everything but I feel much better at the same time. I feel like an adult finally. It's probably a bad thing because I fear growing up, but at the same time I want to. I still liek some of the same things, but there are just some things more important in life than anime and manga, role playing, ect. And those things actually do need to come first to make myself better. I have learned that and thus became more mature. Sorry if that makes anyone mad but I feel better about it. I goof off and stuff still. But there just comes a time where enough is enough and you actually need to be serious about some things.

I have been designing stuff for a mock hair salon company. Maybe when I get done with the full set, I'll post it here. I dunno.

Uh... yeah, that's a wrap.

Yep.

I'm done. With today. Seriously.

Derp derp hey guys.

Second week of school. CGT 101 projects suck because teh group projects are not really working out for us. I may talk to Bannatyne about it later. In fact, gonna do that. I have a feeling that one of the group members is getting pissed off een though he did absolutelty nothing on our last assignment. LOL. /sob

Not my fault though, anyway. It's August 31st. I dont know what to do because mom wants me to take off school on saturday to go to kentucky. I know it's more so because of my uncle's death anniversary, but... I am not sure. I don't want to have to make all of that up =/.

Gonna ask dad about it, so. Hopefully everything will work out. My head is kind of being like "blah" right now.

Ohai guys.

Uh... nothing much to report. School is going kind of smoothly so far. Kind of bored sitting here and waiting for class to start.

Sept. 2nd is the anniversary of my uncle's death day. I've been kind of gradually fading out here because of it. Not gonna be in a good mood on that day, I can tell you that right now.

The workload in my psychology class is ridiculous /sob. Nit that I can't do it, there just seems to be a lot of it. I guess I need the class though, so.

Rant of the day, begin.

I get really pissed off when people say to me "the Titanic could have just turned around and avoided the iceberg"

I usually don't tell people they are completely wrong, but this is completely wrong and ignorant. LOL.

This is because the propellors and the hull alike were made too small for the ship. You can tell that in photographs. Back then, this was the biggest ship of it's time and they did not know how to move the damn thing through waters efficiently enough. What was occuring in the crow's nest at the time they were making their way through the patches of icebergs, I don't know. But I don't believe they could have avoided it if they ahd to see it at a distance because the ship was way too big to move with such a tiny steering mechanism. The Titanic was traveling at 35 mph by the time it grazed the iceberg.

I'm doing this off the top of my head, though and I won't use wikipedia as a source. I would refer to a couple of books I own, one of them being "Ghost Liners" by Robert Ballard. But other than I don't know off the top of my head. Derpderpderp.

End rant.

Other than, nothing else to report.